Monday, March 31, 2014

the internal volcano..

Being with oneself during a crisis is an extremely difficult and challenging thing probably.
A little unrest and you feel the need of someone to be with you. and then you are left with the option of being with a friend that you trust the most. and there are times that this friend does not really understand the context of what is the situation. Could be because the situation is from another context, the friend belongs to another context another situation.
the friend can understand ur state, but not the context.
I think at such times, its best to be with yourself. just be with urself.. but then it becomes a trouble if you are not introvert enough to keep things with you. And then there is fuming inside.. the volcano wants to erupt. it does not. and then there must be something within that's gonna pacify this volcano..
this needs a lot of strength, a lots of comfort with self - being comfortable with the volcano. being there not suppressing the volcano but pacifying it almost with a chemical..
this inner self probably needs to be the strong solitude of that will deactivate the volcano..get rid of that situation.. and yes as right ly said by a friend it is not a problem a situation u need to deal with..
If one can diffuse this volcano within, the fuming can be avoided. its repercussions can be avoided.
it just comes to my mind, at such times, the diffusing can be so difficult. keeping working towards it is so much essential, especially if there are situation that bring in such volcanoes everyday.